hi not much happened today i had my painting class which was okay ONE OF MY CHARMS ON MY BRACELT CAME OFF IM SO SAD i have to put it back on. it was a scissor.. what the hell... anyways after that i went to the library and worked on a few things and theni went grocery shopping for fruit, yogurt because i havent had much of that in weeks and i used to live off of just yogurt

anyways one thing im really happy is how like creative i am now (?) before i would be so lazy and would not make anything. edits, art, ect.. and now i have so much motivation for it. im so happy that its all coming back to me cuz ive missed her. i miss when i would be excited to make things and now i am!!! yay!

i want to learn touch designer because it seems really interesting but confusing, but once i understand it then i will understand it ya..... and also i thought ae was complicated at first and now it doesnt seem like that at all.

thats all ive got to say now, have a great day luv u

helloo i am praying that this works because i havent done anything on here for so long SORRY. i wasnt busy, i actually was doing less than i am now but i am just lazy. i dont know why i decided to pick this up again, i guess i just need something more to do (?) or maybe i just likeit and want to work on it again! yayy!!! anyways i saw ethel cain yesterday with one of my friends (i luv her) and it was great omg... although people around us were all sitting, andnot singing, which i understand because some of her songs are kind of "slow" or just instrumentals, but i felt werid even whispering the lyrics to myself LMAO.. anyways i got back kind of late and i had to wake up early so im kind of dead right now.

i hope u like the journal thing ive made i didnt know what to add so i just added a bunch of pictures of things i like. i did something similar with the "about" section too. i really enjoy making this stuff for myself and this website i miss it so im happy to be doing it again. i hope i can get better at html / css because right now... not so much

on a completely unrelated note, my life has actually gotten sm better in these past few weeks, it was alright beforeand then it got kind of worse again (which is completely my fault for letting it get that way, i know that) but now we are in a good phase and im so happy. i think not isolating myself in my room for days is making me feel better. which isnt surprising.

ok thats all i have to say for today, have a good day love u bai